| omg im at my aunt j's house
i have 2 babysit my lil couz who is like 9 yrs old!
i have had the worst summer eva so far
i cheated oin steven w/ the gayest kid in the world!
im so lucky he still loves me and is still goin out with me!
im so sry and i love him and i really dont no y i cheated on him
he keeps askin mr y and im like i dont know
i told him he could cheat on my back but he said he's not cause he cheated in me 4 2 months with a east providence grl when we first started datin
i dont no if i should b but im so jealous of megan cause they way i hear she likes him and he likes her more than me
she talks 2 him more than i do 2!
I think its wrong but i so afraid he is goin 2 cheat on me w/ my best friend
he is goin ova her house this wekk w/ tyler g and so scared of wat they r goin 2 do
but i hope and im almostpositive he wont cheat on me
some of my summer was good though
lil sammy got her cast off
i got 2 talk 2 steven
and i cant talk 2 justin anymore cause he was goin 2 pay megan$ to give him head and give her $ to confince me 2 give him head
i found out that Ryan d Zack H & Shane B all like me but they are all ougly and i would never goout w/ tham cause i dont like them
omg yesterday i went 2 the skate inn in plainfield & 2 guys kept starin at me and kept askin my couz ig i would go out w/ them
well im goin 2 chill with my older couz todd
g2g
love ya jess
love ya marie and i miss u
cant wait 2 c all my peeps wen school starts
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| omg im sry i haventbeen able 2 update but im grounded from the comp! I am lucky i on it but im only on it cause im at my aunts! Yesterday I had caourt and it was so horrible! They told me I caould not see, email, im or talk to steven all summer! And the only way i can talk or see chris is if an adult is watching us! I have 3 more court dates! They are8/16, 8/23/ 9/22! I was cryin all yesterday, last night, and this morning cause i miss steven and also thinkkin that its all my fault even though peeps say its not but i no it is! Thank god my aunt saved me from my start of deppression! She took me 2 the mall and im goin back to my house soon but atleast i got away! I go to my mom's 4 the summer starting friday!(thank the lord) and every mornin startin monday im goin 2 the gym with my aunt d! Sounds better than wat my life is now!
Well g2g
LOVE U EVERYONE!
Imiss you Steven and love u alot and ALWAYS WILL SO DONT 4GET THAT! |
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| omg i had one of the worst days of my life! My mom's bf said to me that's why we dont want u!
He said that cause me and him were argueing about goin 2 Harkness Park!
He grounded 4 a month but im not listenin or talking 2 him!
I hate him!
I want him 2 drop dead right now!
I got my phone taken away 4eva!
And he was yellin at me!
Last but not least wen i was tellin my mom wat he said he lied and said that he didnt say that that he would never say that cause he would never want 2 hurt me!
That is a bunch of BS right there!
He made me cry 4 an hour!
Then he said that he didnt want me 4 the summer and my says well if u dont want her 4 the summer well thats 2 bad we dont have anyhting then!
I was so happy that she said that!
I was still mad at him but im gald that she said that!
I want her 2 date Hillbilly(Earl)
I lyv Earl!
O i 4got when he yelled at me and grounded me i said im not listenin 2 wat u tell me cause ur not my dad and never will be or will never replace him!
Oh well he gay and reatarded!
I luv u steven!
I love u min!
I luv u marie
I luv u jess!
I luv u everyone!! |
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| omg i had one of the worst days of my life! My mom's bf said to me that's why we dont want u!
He said that cause me and him were argueing about goin 2 Harkness Park!
He grounded 4 a month but im not listenin or talking 2 him!
I hate him!
I want him 2 drop dead right now!
I got my phone taken away 4eva!
And he was yellin at me!
Last but not least wen i was tellin my mom wat he said he lied and said that he didnt say that that he would never say that cause he would never want 2 hurt me!
That is a bunch of BS right there!
He made me cry 4 an hour!
Then he said that he didnt want me 4 the summer and my says well if u dont want her 4 the summer well thats 2 bad we dont have anyhting then!
I was so happy that she said that!
I was still mad at him but im gald that she said that!
I want her 2 date Hillbilly(Earl)
I lyv Earl!
O i 4got when he yelled at me and grounded me i said im not listenin 2 wat u tell me cause ur not my dad and never will be or will never replace him!
Oh well he gay and reatarded!
I luv u steven!
I love u min!
Iluv u marie
I luv u jess!
I luv u everyone!! |
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